I Got Fired

Some people are curious as to how I managed to fall into this way of life. After working my ass of in school, and sacrificing everything I know in order to complete 5 degrees, and moving to a different country own my own, I thought I finally did it. I had landed it a nice cushy job at one of the major international corporate law in world. I was so proud of myself after accomplishing all that I had accomplished at a ripe, young age. But then I got fired. I don’t want to get into the whole story, but let’s just say that if my name was Becky, and I had blonde hair and blue eyes, wasn’t an immigrant, and had the 5 degrees that I currently hold, I would still have that job. That firm threw me away like I was the plague. The heartlessness involved was so overwhelming that even if I think about it now I still get emotional. I thought I was a complete failure, and I let these people make me question all of my abilities and talents. I wallowed in my own self-pity for 8 months, got a minimum wage job working in a candy store, put on 50 pounds of food and self-loathing, and ended up anti-depreesants. Then realised I still couldn’t afford to take care of myself and got a second minimum wage job working in customer service. Wiping my CV […]

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Oracle – Walk Away

Sometimes the hardest things for us to do is to walk away, but this guidance exists inside the inner wisdom of all of us. A lot of life’s stresses is others bringing the drama to us when the only thing we wanted to do is get through the day, but sometimes it’s brave to look at these kinds a situations as lessons to be learned instead of nuisances. Walking away from a conflict is a sign of strength, not a sign of weakness. If you have come across this post today, know that there is nothing to be gained by fighting in this instance. The Universe has placed this obstacle in your path, not to test you, but to help you learn and grow. It’s okay to walk away and bless everyone behind you. Love and Light, Rainn Card Deck: Angels, Gods, and Goddesses by Toni Carmine Salerno

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Daily Tarot

I read tarot not in the hopes that everyone will read it or come to me, but in the hopes that the one person that is in desperate need of a message will find it. It is because of this reason that messages like the one that has come up today is so meaningful. You are on a new pursuit […]

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Food for Thought

We live in a world of infinite potentialities, unlimited choices, and endless possibilities. Don’t believe me? If you got out of bed today then you made a choice. I hear your voice. ‘But Rainn, I had to go to work today or I had to go to school.’ That may be the case, but you still made a choice. You could have made a decision not to go – although probably a bad choice, it’s still a choice. You chose to brush your teeth. You chose to eat. And most importantly you chose to live. We sometimes feel helpless – like we are stuck doing the motions that society mandates that we do, but we do have the ability to break free of the chains that bind us. It is just up to us to decide if we are willing to take the first step – to make the choice to be courageous. Love and Light, Rainn

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